Party For My Flaws

I'll host a party for my biggest flaws

Death and loneliness are already at the door

In german fashion: punctual, first to appear

With pointless smalltalks I've had it up to here

The invite was specific to come alone

But some of the invited dragged their interests along

I spot passion making out with bore

If they go further, I'll be done for

I will buy new clothes

If that's what I'm told

I will distract you, so you look the other way

And you won't ask about what I want to say

Do the exit signs point to a better life?

I thought an open bar would be a good idea

Now it seems like I'm the only one in tears

Past approaches me with another beer

Saying "don't hold back, just pour it in your glass“

I will buy new clothes

If that's what I'm told

I will distract you, so you look the other way

And you won't ask about what I want to say

Do the exit signs point to a better life?

I feel like I'm in a movie

Where I'm causing a scene

In a way it's soothing; them starring at me

I'm not afraid of spoilers, we dated for a while

I'm desperate just to call her, well in another life

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE" i'm screaming whilst throwing up on my couch

Condescension throws a tantrum but it's not enough

'Cause I punch him in his thorat, so I'll toughen up

Learning the wrongest lesson and sleeping with obsession

The next day I'll regret what I did and what I said

And sadly that's a fact

listen (what we need to hear)

Play with the numbers that tell you you're alive

Divide them equally get nine point five

Something that has meaning not just leaning backwards

Hoping for this to end take your time and then spend

Something that has meaning it brings you closer to being

So many, so many days that you've been alive

But what is there that we call a life?

You make other people laugh

That is the only voice we have

Because we just need to listen, listen

We just need to hear someone's missing

A reason to stay alive

See right through my words 'cause anything else could leave you hurt

Hear me out ignore the cloud that is moving our way

It's the right way

You make other people laugh

That is the only voice we have

Because we just need to listen, listen

We just need to hear someone's missing

A reason to stay alive

just say hi (like she did)

We can't create accidents

But if I could you wouldn't be next to them

You would walk towards me

Make me the happiest I've ever been

And I would say hi to you

You would gently laugh

I would make a joke or two

To make the conversation last

My brain has screwed me over she's even prettier when I'm sober

But I couldn't have brought up the courage

Without the alcoholic beverage

Back then I knew I could never forget about you

Was there an opportunity that I haven't seen through

The second time around

Looking for something I haven't found

But against all expectations

I can no longer be patient

Go up to say hi to her

Got a second to spare?

That's the way I'll do it

And with bravery I'll breath through it

My brain has screwed me over she's even prettier when I'm sober

But I couldn't have brought up the courage

Without the alcoholic beverage

Back then I knew I could never forget about you

Was there an opportunity that I haven't seen through

A goodnight kiss on the lips

From the miss lying on her hips

And I would say goodnight to her

Run my fingers though her hair

It falls so perfectly into place

And compliments the beauty of her face

My brain has screwed me over she's even prettier when I'm sober

But I couldn't have brought up the courage

Without the alcoholic beverage

I hate to sing it out aloud

But we all know that it's true

In the end my mind always circles around her

Just say hi