Favours Manicures

A knock on my door

A kick in my teeth

I'm standing there in disbelief

Words have been said

But not very loud

So I dont't know what you're on about

Get off your high horse now

With Favours Manicures

Old CD's and dirty looks

Hear me, feel me

Talk to me, talk to me, talk to me

She is concerned

About the state of the world

Well, so am I DIY

I can't run fast

I can't run far

But I can run from my past

Get off your high horse now

With Favours Manicures

Old CD's and dirty looks

Hear me, feel me

Talk to me, talk to me, talk to me

Forbidden but never forgotten

Don't let me forget

I Am Self-Aware

How can you make it look so easy

When you're walking down her stairs

Believe me it's not 'cause I'm breezy

It's because I'm self-aware

Careful, I don't want you to hit your head again

Stop holding me I can walk

Well someone in your position

Shouldn't count on intuition

And state big talk

I feel embarrassed

To keep her company

Now I'm just lying

'Cause I wish that it was me

At least we were together, oh no

She lies right there

And I am self-aware, I'm self-aware

Can you please say something

It's been a quarter of an hour

And frankly I'm a little scared

You might not regain power

Did I embaress you or make you look bad?

In all conclusion are you mad?

Don't worry, it's all good I'm here

And I will never disappear

Go on then I'll make the first steps

I'm afraid that's the wrong way

I feel embarrassed

To keep her company

Now I'm just lying

'Cause I wish that it was me

At least we were together, oh no

She lies right there

And I am self-aware

And this guy gets out of his car

Looks at me like my intentions

are far from what they are

Are you okay?

Yes she is!

I wasn't talking to you

I was talking to the miss

Step away from her

I never knew how much

these words can hurt

White Pillow

Sweet honey pie, it's almost noon

Why are you still hiding your face under your white pillow?

The man is waiting for you

He's been standing for a while

And no one really knows why

Better take the chance and run off right now

Never look back, why so frightened today?

Never leave someone standing still

No one has a free will

If they can't take control of

What they have to feel

In the moments that you've relived quite some times

But they are pretty sure

This is not why

They left

Party For My Flaws

I'll host a party for my biggest flaws

Death and loneliness are already at the door

In german fashion: punctual, first to appear

With pointless smalltalks I've had it up to here

The invite was specific to come alone

But some of the invited dragged their interests along

I spot passion making out with bore

If they go further, I'll be done for

I will buy new clothes

If that's what I'm told

I will distract you, so you look the other way

And you won't ask about what I want to say

Do the exit signs point to a better life?

I thought an open bar would be a good idea

Now it seems like I'm the only one in tears

Past approaches me with another beer

Saying "don't hold back, just pour it in your glass“

I will buy new clothes

If that's what I'm told

I will distract you, so you look the other way

And you won't ask about what I want to say

Do the exit signs point to a better life?

I feel like I'm in a movie

Where I'm causing a scene

In a way it's soothing; them starring at me

I'm not afraid of spoilers, we dated for a while

I'm desperate just to call her, well in another life

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE" i'm screaming whilst throwing up on my couch

Condescension throws a tantrum but it's not enough

'Cause I punch him in his throat, so I'll toughen up

Learning the wrongest lesson and sleeping with obsession

The next day I'll regret what I did and what I said

And sadly that's a fact

Collapsing At The Trainstation

5am six people waiting at the station

One of whom lacks a great deal of patience

Cigarettes were lit but blown out by the wind

Vomit on the sidewalk encountered with some smalltalk

The trains are all delayed again

And look where all the savings went

Five people waiting at the station

One collapsed and now it started raining

God loves his children

Well maybe not this one

Parents uphold beliefs

And they don't care what it's done

They'd rather watch their children die

Than to admit they have been living a lie

10PM three people sitting on a settee

The food is burning up and the tension is unsettling

Statements they were made that you can't take back

Another heated argument ideology is killing them

The station is so far away

But she knows that she can't stay

And as she's feeling sick again

Has lost more than just a friend

God loves his children

Well maybe not this one

Parents uphold beliefs

And they don't care what it's done

They'd rather watch their children die

Than to admit they have been living a lie

You Are Still Here

Do you like stories that don't exist?

On a wednesday afternoon everyone dressed black

The day came way too soon she's never coming back

Listening together to what she adored

The words will hurt forever even though sentence was short

Grandma falls down to her knees

And she's begging him please

She didnt know of her disease

If in that second she felt regret there was no way back

When her feet touched the tracks

Flooded with tears she isn't here

And im flooded with tears 'cause she isn't here

Hundreds of people showed up in time

Only ten of those don't feel the need to cry

Honored by everyone even his father

Standing by his grave and holding his mother

Grandpa falls hown to his knees

And he's begging her please

A decision he made when he was only eighteen

He should've come back

Without a bullet in his head

Flooded with tears 'cause he isn't here

And im flood with tears he isn't here

Sitting in the front row, is this real?

But somehow I cant show how I really feel

It's tearing me apart but the day had to come

I finally found a heart, but it want me to be gone

Falling down to my knees

And I'm begging you please

Why did you fill me up with disease?

The ones we love the most

We need to let go

The ones we love the most

We need to let go

Flooded with tears

I love that you're here

And I'm flooded with tears

You are still here